boring day out

today was my day off again .. it seems that recently i've been having many off days .. no idea why .. it's like work 2 days then off 1 day .. but it's nice to be able to relax at home and do nothing .. life is like so meaningless nowadays .. i wake up and i got nothing to do .. WTF~!! imagine doing that most of the time when ur not working ..

woke up at 3pm today .. then i was watching tv .. i suddenly had the feeling of going out .. so i went out .. guess where i went .. WORK .. am i addicted to work? i dont think so .. but it seems like every offdays i have .. i'll be at work .. even if it's just for a while .. i dunno what the fuck has happen to me .. argh .. night came .. and i was seriously bored till death .. went jalan jalan alone around malacca .. got kinda fucked up .. cos i was going around with no destination at all .. imagine that ..

on the way home .. i was thinking about someone .. i was thinking about Karen .. i was wondering what she's doing at that moment .. things keep on playing in my mind .. things like "how's her school life?" "is she doing ok?" "how she looks like now" .. plenty of things kept circling around my head .. mayb it's a fact that i miss her loads .. but it seem useless .. everything i do wont get her to talk to me .. it kinda sucks ..