Stranger

Turn around,

Turn around and fix your eye in my direction

So there is a connection.

Now I can't speak,

I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention

I'm staring at perfection.

Take a look at me so you can see

How beautiful you are.

You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger,

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.

I'm broken, abandoned; you are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight.

I'm confident,

But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you.

I knew you could see right through me

I saw my life flash right before my very eyes

And any chance what we turn into

I was hoping that you could see

Take a look at me so you can see...

You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger,

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.

I'm broken, abandoned; you are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight.

You are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight.

Take a look at me so you can see

How beautiful you are...

Your beauty seems so far away

I'd have to write a thousand songs

To make you comprehend how beautiful you are.

I know that I can't make you stay

But I would give my final breath

To make you understand how beautiful you are.

Understand how beautiful you are.

You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger

But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight.

I'm broken, abandoned; you are an angel

Making all my dreams come true tonight.

You call me a stranger...

You say I'm a danger...

You call me a stranger...

Damn Myself~

Argh .. how could i overslept .. i missed the chance to talk to her .. argh~!!

Misses

it's been a few days since i last talked to her 

i really miss her load 

sometimes i just wish that things were back as usual 

like last time 

confuSed

recently haven't had any mood to write in my blog .. i mean i feel sad .. and i wanna express my feelings .. but i just dont know how .. i dont really want people to know that i'm heart broken .. then suddenly out of the blue .. i said to myself .. so what if i'm sad .. i'm sad because i'm in love .. why should i be shy to show the world that i'm in love? i have never been shy to show the world that i'm in love .. 

yesterday i had a chat with her .. she did tell me somethings that really hurt my feelings .. she said that we will never be together .. it seriously banged up heart up .. it felt like a freaking train just ramp into my heart .. a knife directly into my heart .. but that's life .. guess what .. i aint giving up .. i mean she told me that she don't wanna couple right now and that we wont be together .. but i'm gonna do whatever it takes to make her fall in love with me .. i dont really know how .. but i'll do my very best .. 

work was ok .. got promoted to Team Leader .. but the work was fucking stressful .. the staffs all dont wanna listen to me .. guess that i dont have that leadership skill .. but will do my best ..

LiL sumtin' sumthin

it's a little something i did for the person i care

it's nothing much but i hope this will do ..

i know it's mostly her pic .. wait .. it's all her pics

that is because we don't have pics together ..

but it's done ..

hope u like it (person i care for)

Here WIthout U

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it won't take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done

It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

n0 m00d =.=

haven't been writing in my blog for the pass 2 days .. didn't have the mood .. was feeling sad .. the one person that i love dearly left me .. how suckie is that .. i know i should let things go and all .. but that is not how i am .. i wont give up without a fight .. she said that she doesn't like my attitude .. i know that love is about loving someone for who they are and accepting them for who they are .. but i dunno why .. for the person i love .. i would do anything .. trust me .. i will change for her .. mayb some of u guys out there might think this is all BULLSHIT .. well FUCK U if u think that i'm stupid or what .. although i've only been with her for 1 month plus .. i dunno how i can fall in so deep .. i've told myself to control my feelings .. take things slowly .. but i just cant .. i don't know how to do that .. Karen .. i wont give up on u .. never will .. trust me ..

well today was my first day at my new working place .. kinda fucked up cos i was bored and all .. keep on thinking of her .. can't fucking get my head to think straight .. although i assigned to be the team leader for the company .. i didn't feel happy or what .. i mean i should be .. but i'm just not .. i will feel much more happy if she's with me .. 

i can't wait for her to come back from penang so i can meet up with her and try to win her heart back .. currently i feel that it's hard cos i can't see her .. can try to change back her feelings for me .. sometimes i think to myself .. does she really love me? is she serious about me or is she just playing me out .. well .. i don't really care .. cos as i know .. love is all about taking risks .. and this is the risk that i'm willing to take .. i know that if i fight for her love and find out that she doesn't want to me with me .. i will hurt even more .. but getting hurt from her is a risk i'm willing to take .. my heart's already broken .. but i'm still willing to take the risk with her .. i wanna be there for her .. i wanna be the type of man that she wants in a relationship ..  i wan her back in my arms .. 

Karen, 

although i haven't been treating u the way that u want me to .. but take this as a promise that i'm giving to u .. i will change all those things that u don't like about me .. i will do anything and everything for u .. my life revolves around u .. not my friends .. u are the one single thing that i want in my life right now .. i know what my heart desires .. and it's U .. 

P.S                         i <3>