there is this love story called "P.S I Love You" .. it's a freaking nice love story .. it's basically about how sweet a guy can be in a relationship .. but this story has a slight twist of it's own .. u have to go watch it to know how to show is .. the show basically was introduced to me by Karen .. i watch it with her once .. and now astro is playing it .. it reminds me of the times i spend with her .. and how much i miss her .. but all of those are in the pass .. how i just wish i can re-live the moment just for 1 last time .. but i know it's kinda impossible ..
sometimes i wonder to myself .. why is she treating me like this? ignoring me and stuffs .. i never express my feelings to anyone .. not even my best friend .. what the heck did i do to make her hate me this much? i seriously dont really know .. i wanna find out .. but i just dont know how .. was it the way i treated her? i even asked my ex how did i treated her last time when we were together .. mayb i treated her differently compared to my ex .. but my feelings are the same .. i just wish that she could just reply the msges that i've sent to her and hoping that we could at least be friends again .. the postpaid line that i got her is still active .. i dont mind paying the fees even if it's not in use .. all i want is for us to be friends again .. that's all .. is that so hard?
i understand that she's a freaking beautiful girl .. and that there are many people after her .. but why is the world filled with peverts? there are a bunch of people posting dirty comments in her c-box .. all i did was defend her .. i didnt ask anything back in return .. all i wanted is for people to respect her for who she is .. but NO~!! .. she asked me to keep my comments to myself .. she didn't really pointed the finger at me .. but i have a strong feeling that it's meant for me .. i'm not angry or anything .. i'm just sad that she would say those kinda things to me .. well .. mayb i might be thinking too much .. but if the msg was for me .. it hurts me freaking deep ..
it's been 3 months i guess .. since we broke up .. but the feeling is just like yesterday .. my time isnt moving .. friends say that it's about time for me to move on .. but i dont think i can .. she can take everything away from me .. but she'll always be in my heart .. cos there's a special place for her in there .. i will never forget the sweet moments that she gave me .. and i'll always cherish it .. hoping that someday .. i can feel those sweet moments again .. i'll be waiting ..
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